"Sometimes I feel like all I ever do is
Find different ways to word the same, old song
Ever since I came along
From the day the song called "Hi, my Name Is" dropped
Started thinkin' my name was fault
Cause any time things went wrong
I was the one who they would blame it on"
Find different ways to word the same, old song
Ever since I came along
From the day the song called "Hi, my Name Is" dropped
Started thinkin' my name was fault
Cause any time things went wrong
I was the one who they would blame it on"
Do not victimize yourself, you may advise. But the truth is I am being victimized by none other than myself. Since I lost my path, I sit on the remaining path and keep imputing my previous choice. Everything went wrong after I choose to continue my journey, it could be better if I stayed in my dark but safe cave.
"No wonder I had to unlearn everything my brain was taught
Do I really belong in this game? I pondered
I just wanna' play my part, should I make waves or not?
So back and forth in my brain, the tug-o-war wages on"
Do I really belong in this game? I pondered
I just wanna' play my part, should I make waves or not?
So back and forth in my brain, the tug-o-war wages on"
Just go on. Keep fighting. The voices inside my head arguing, proposing unrealistic imagination related to the past that already happened. What is the purpose of this journey? Is there anything good in the end of my adventure? Or will I always be an insignificant individual that no one ever catch a glimpse of me even though I already tried the best?
"I don't wanna' seem ungrateful or disrespect the artform I was raised upon
But sometimes you gotta' take a loss
And have people rub it in your face before you get made pissed off"
The real deal my head keep enquire is that really true that I choose this journey. It could be destined but I just never realize, which leads to the final conclusion: I do not need to strive, since every effort is meaningless to change the ultimate ending. After a long time I spent doing nothing in front of this obstruction, I am grateful of this journey. I found the gratitude concept slightly before I decide to isolate myself on this path until the infinity pick me up. Yes I am thankful for everything that happened in my life. Up and down in the path is a normal thing, but I never found one in my always-elevated-pathway. This is the first remarkable drop and I am not ready to face one. Yes, this is my defeat.
But sometimes you gotta' take a loss
And have people rub it in your face before you get made pissed off"
The real deal my head keep enquire is that really true that I choose this journey. It could be destined but I just never realize, which leads to the final conclusion: I do not need to strive, since every effort is meaningless to change the ultimate ending. After a long time I spent doing nothing in front of this obstruction, I am grateful of this journey. I found the gratitude concept slightly before I decide to isolate myself on this path until the infinity pick me up. Yes I am thankful for everything that happened in my life. Up and down in the path is a normal thing, but I never found one in my always-elevated-pathway. This is the first remarkable drop and I am not ready to face one. Yes, this is my defeat.
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