Surrounded by Emptiness

The first question. Have you read the title of this post?

Second. If you, indeed, had read that, do you associate this post with depression or sadness or even grief?

If you did, well it seems that I have to ask for an apology this time.

Next questions. Have you ever taste a cuisine that is very delicious that gave you out-of-world sensation? Or have you ever listen to a music which gave you an eargasmic? And if you had, whether it is either or both, what happened after you going through those moments? Did your world remain the same? Did those affect your life in any way whatsoever?

I have ever heard a parable that said, "The easiest way to describe the situation is by asking the questions." It is what I did. I experienced those kind of thrills which was highly related to movies. And no, my world did not remain the same. The art of that movies really changed my perspectives. Subsequently, you could deduce my answer for the next question: "Yes, they gave a huge impact to the life of mine."

At this moment, I am on the process of movie marathon -an activity to watch (and rewacth) the movies nonstop- until I encounter those magnificient art. After I saw the trilogy movies, I watch another movies which then I realized that the other movies are just plain, tasteless screen play. The trilogy took another level of movie's quality which raised my taste of movie and set it at the apex. Eventually, the only thing that left for me at the present time is emptiness. They made a hole in my heart and an enormous void in my brain.

I wish and I really wish that this phenomenon will last temporarily. As if you were being strucked by a lightning, being mesmerised by the art will cause a momentary shock -that's being said only if we survived the jolt, though.