Kita

It was the second semester. You rushed into the hall, afraid being late, to attend the public lecture. We never met before and I did not know you at all. I believe you had no idea who am I at that time. You captivated me in the first glance and that moment just stuck in my head all this time. For the next an hour and half during the lecture, I was searching the cheerful slender good-looking girl with a pair of pale pink glasses within the hall. I could not find you.

In my perspective, you did not know me and did not even bother to know me. Why should you know me? I won't give you any benefit. Did I give you enough impression to make you remember myself? The answer was certain, absolutely no. I kept thinking about it all day long. I did not know your name and I was too shy to ask somebody who probably knows. I smiled, trying to accept this situation, and treasured the moment about you.

We were so close, yet so far. I searched for you, but you did not realize being sought. It was not hide and seek, since you were not hiding, we just had a whole different world. I could not easily entered your world, while you never walked across my world. I would stalk you like a madman, but I did not know your name. Searching your account by your face was too hard since it will took abundant amount of time.

The "click" moment just happened once in this semester, when I saw you in the hall. I believe, if we really meant to be with each other, there will be another "click" moment . However, it did not occur in this 3 to 4 months. Well, I thought this is it then. I have to move on.