I. Am. Afraid.
Since I have been here, there is one thing that bugs me most of my time. It is abstract, and that is the main reason of its indestructibility. A form of an idea can not vanish without trace. While it disturbs me like an pop up tab in a web browser, it makes me awake and conscious. There is something wrong with the place I was born.
And that fear comes true. Well, not suddenly comes true, but based on the prediction it has substantive and enormous probability to occur in the social environment. You might say that it is a product of fear, an anxious feeling of the future, and that might be true. However, I do not see any critical evidence that prove the opposite.
The country will have immense friction. It might not be a weaponised conflict, or not yet. It will start, and already started, with a technological "weapon". Few of us will start to debate something based on its identity. They (or we) will try to distinguish between correct and wrong, and most likely anyone that is having different vision from us will be labelled as "wrong".
Unfortunately, that was not the most scary thing that I feared the most. The thing is when we actually in the wrong side, we still prove our correctness by using the mass effect. Quantity over quality. The country that at a time was using "musyawarah mufakat" or discussion and compromise as a foundation to pursue decision, now debate over everything and try to prove individual superiority. The debate itself is useful at some point, but frequently the "wrong-that-debate-everything-based-on-personal-opinion-but-do-not-want-to-accept-defeat" will eventually attack the identity of the opposite side. And, the scariest thing is, it works.
Technology development and advancement is like a knife. For a chef, it is a significant equipment to create an art. For a murder, it is a weapon to kill - but well, everything could be a weapon for them, even chopstick or pencil. In regard to this analogy, there is an obvious major distinction between the two and several slight differences. One of that differences is to become a chef, someone will need a proper training and knowledge, while for the other it is not needed. Therefore, we need a large number of "chef trainer" to train the people to use the tool correctly in the safe way and indirectly minimise the probability of increasing number of murderer.