Just Say Whatever You Wanted To Say

It might seem like a foolish in your eyes

but I would like to do what my heart wants

We can't control people's comment. Any thing that we do will trigger people's comment. Anything. Sometimes it's a good suggestion, sometimes it's unbearable. But when we heard the comment most of the time it is negative. It's okay, that's alright. Have you heard the story about father, son, and the donkey? People will comment on everything we do. 

We have very limited amount of energy, so we should mantain our activity. In the end, we have to choose which activity that we'll execute. Whether to defend ourselves from the badmouthing, or to improve our potential. Why bother spending the time to defend when we have the chance to ignore it? The amount of energy for defending ourselves is equal with the energy for improving our skills. So just walk away and ignore them.

I did that most of the time, except when the one comment is someone that close to me. Or that someone capable in that area, not just people watching. Or the one that comment is not someone but everyone. Then i'll stop myself, look inside and analyze what's wrong. It could be the way to improve myself better.

Everybody may say that what I did is useless, meaningless, or foolish or whatever they'll say. Its not a problem. I do what i want, and i'll get everything that i want. Period.

*I understand that this is a little bit hard to understand because of the language. Im improving myself, so feel free to correct and give a suggestion for me :)

Just Listen for the First Try

I want you to listen until the end

Even though it won't make us together...

Everyone has an idea or thought about anything that happened in this world, and i do too. A group of people may have different opinion even though they discuss the same thing. Even for the exactly same thing. Too many paradigm, too many perspectives, too many distracting factors. We talked about the personal thing, about the past, about the future. Too many differences, yet small similiarities.

Few similiarities among us? I couldn't care less. This thing worked well because of the difference of ours, right? It last for more than five hundred days. Why five hundred? Well maybe i'm inspired a bit from 500 days of summer, one of my favorite film. In the end, parting ways is unavoidable.

Is it unavoidable? Yes. But to be honest, no. It is avoidable. Either we don't want to avoid it or we put too much trust on our ego. Just to protect ourselves. Just to avoid more scar that come from the fact. After all, most of us prefer the beautiful lie than painful truth.

Last but not least, i tried to tell you something. I want you to listen until the end, even though it won't make us together for now. Actually you don't need to listen if you don't wanna. But i'll talk about it for sure, though the one is listening is not the others but myself. I'm fine, i'm perfectly fine. I'll just do anything secretly. It's all about the-best-i've-ever had, you, and me.

*Note : I just wanna write something in English to improve my skill, and fell free to make a suggestion for me.

**Note 2 : No, it's not about the feeling. I've got the inspiration from a song. Anyway Note 3 is a lie.

***Note 3 : It talked about someone's feeling, actually. Anyway Note 2 is a lie.